It's been an entire year since I've posted any sort of story on here and I feel bad because I left a lot of stories untold and a lot of loose ends needed to be tied up but I just couldn't do it. I couldn't write for the longest time, and I know it's not an excuse but I just couldn't. I had no energy, no spark, no motivation to even keep going, and I just hate that I fell out of love with writing but I did. One reason I stopped posting on here is simply because I had a Wattpad and a Tumblr I had to keep up with too. I didn't really use Wattpad (desertedgalaxies) though so I moved on to my Tumblr writings (teenagedtravesty if you're looking for my side blog) and was there for a while, but then I just stopped too.  

Another big part of why I stopped writing is because of my depression and how shitty I felt. There were days I would wake up, and the first thing I did was cry, and I've been trying to get better, but nothing really works. There are moments when I feel so happy, I pick up my computer and open my word document, and then as soon as I put my fingers on the keyboard, I blank, and then I get sad for blanking and it's a cycle.

The last big big big reason I gave up is because I'm a senior in high school. I don't have time to do anything anymore. I'm committing to colleges this year, I'm graduating, I have to keep up with my class rank, I'm in National Honor Society, in the band, in so many clubs, and it's just too much.

Forgive me

Roses: 2/2 going up either tomorrow or Monday

Secrets:  2/? Going up Tuesday

Still: 5/8 going up Wednesday

Coming up:

Forget You- Hiro x Reader (5 parts probs)

Gossip: Hiccup x Reader ( 2 parts.. maybe a lemon in the future )

Hogwarts Life:

"Red hair, and a hand me down robe, you must be a Weasley." -Draco Malfoy, 1st year

House: Hufflepuff(Loyalty and Laughter!)

Blood Status: Half-Blood

Year: A year under Harry, Ron, Hermione, and Draco(Although I'm a year under, I take advance courses that puts me up with the golden trio and Malfoy in classes)

Friends: Ron Weasley, Cedric Diggory, Oliver Wood,  Hermione Granger, Harry Potter, Ginny Weasley, Fred, George, and Percy Weasley, Draco Malfoy.

Best Friend: Luna Lovegood

Secret Crush(s): Cedric Diggory, Draco Malfoy

Wand: 12.5" Yew, Dragon Heartstring (Great for Jinxes and Hexes.. watch out Malfoy...)

Owl: Day(Pharaoh Eagle-Owl)

Other Pet(s): Inkwell(Baby Hippogriff) and Tattoo (Golden Retriever/Hell Hound)

Dating(This gets confusing /.\):
Year 1: Oliver Wood (>_> Please don't question it)
Year 2-3: Cedric Diggory
Year 4: Single (Because of what happened to Cedric)
Year 5-7: Draco Malfoy
After Hogwarts: Married to Draco Malfoy

Secret Admirer(s): Goyle(Ew..), Neville Longbottom(Eh...better?), Draco Malfoy(Sometimes)

Favorite Class/Teacher: Transfiguration/Professor McGonagall

Special Abilities:
-Master at Normal/Human Transfigurations

Hunger Games Life:

“Happy Hunger Games! And may the odds be ever in your favor.” -Suzanne Collins

District: 11

Weapon of Choice:  Two small jagged daggers dipped in poison

Year Won: 68

Injuries: Lost Sight in both eyes. (Capitol repaired with cat eyes.)

Advantages in the Quell: Night Vision

Disadvantages: Has to fight up close

Friends: Chaff, Seeder, Haymitch, Finnick, Cashmere and Gloss, Johanna, Katniss, Rue, Thresh, Cato

Best Friend(s): Peeta, Johanna

Lover: None.

Crush(s): Gloss, Chaff

Alliances: Johanna, Cashmere and Gloss

How you escaped the arena:

Capitol picked me up

How you escaped the Capitol:

Pickpocketed a guard and escaped through the ventilation shaft, only for Dist. 13 soldiers to come rescue me

What happened to you after the battle of Panem ended:

Moved away from District 13, settled down inside of Dist. 12, got engaged to Haymitch

Doctor Who Life:

Age: 18

Doctor: 12

Favorite Planet: Saturn

Favorite Time: 1980s

Companion(s): Doctor, Castle(Albino Ferret)

Who You are Most Like:

Gone for literally a DAY and I come back to see 82 messages... Damn... I'm getting good  /)*(\

Hello guys, Renni here with a new thing I'm trying out called, Updates and Whatnot, where I will keep you updated on stories, or just to rant~

UptoDates: 

7 Minutes In Pony Heaven:

Whatnots: